The guilt is killing me. Tonight is the first night since N was born that I wasn't around to put her to sleep. I had dinner plans with my gfs and the husband and my parents very nicely offered to bring N home to sleep after we were done playing with N so that we could enjoy our dinner and catch up.

Husband text me to let me know that she was asleep, but the moment I stepped into the house I heard N crying. Apparently she had fallen asleep but keeps waking up to cry. Missing her mommy.

Doesn't help that her tooth is erupting (5th one! Yea!) so she's a little extra whiney and grouchy. Husband wants to train her to sleep without mommy but her crying is killing me. Really breaks my heart to hear her cry this way. I'm such a wimp 😭